Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self–seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.
Hmm so many things to share about here. Err...let me start with IF camp?
Okie dokie! Let me be honest, i didn't really bring a lot of excitement to go for the camp but still it turned out quite good. :) Pastor Ryan was really good in his sermons and i believed that God spoke to me on that night and opened my eyes to see alot of stuffs that i need to know about. I went over to a few of my friends that i really wished that we could resolve everything btw us, even the little things that hinders us from getting closer. The time for us to reconcile with each other was really good. I learnt alot during the camp and i got to know alot of people, especially the cyber cfers through the camp. They are friendly people! really!
And yeah today i came back from Sg and there was a massive traffic jam since it was a saturday. I forgot about that like totally and that's why i didn't follow my mom back early at six. After having lunch with ah yee and adrian, i went back home around two pm. The queue was like super long and i reached jb only after two hours. The worst part is that it was raining at that time, the thunder and lightning was super SUPER SCARY. I was alone without an umbrella, and the rain was really heavy. I rushed back to jb to meet a kiddo and i had a 2 hours talk with him. It was pretty cool, got to know him a little bit more and...i really hope that one day he will also get to know our God who is a loving God and not always resort to violence to resolve stuffs.
Went for prayer meeting today. I felt led by the holy spirit to stand up and pray in front of everyone for the church. I stood up and prayed and i realised that my chinese has really 'deproved'. but i believe God understood what i was talking about, because God looks at the heart. :) Anyways, gonna have church tmrw. I think i better sleep early, and church mustn't be missed at all. Goodnight peeps. And take care!
I admit that.
Tuesday, May 15, 2012
I'm actually an impatient person. Really, in many areas. ><
Currently, i'm learning how to be patient and its really tough. Not something easy that you can pick up anytime. Err I don't think i can do it on my own. So yeah, guess what? I've asked big daddy to help me improve on my patience. So i'm gonna work on it. Hahaha, i guess there will also be lots of trials coming my way. Its gonna be tough definitely, to train me up. But i'm not afraid! I GONNA FIGHT YOU DOWN W PATIENCE. =)
And its not going to be a one day thing, i believe its going to be all my life that i can learn how to be patient, slowly but surely. Anyways, did all the random drawings and made a card for mom and dad in the morning. I think i'm going for a swim tomorrow morning. Really don't wish to have another leg cramp in the pool, its really scary you know. :X
Reminder to myself: Don't waste time, use it fruitfully. Reminder to all: Drink more water and take care of yourselves during the hols k! :)
Oh yeah wait, i've got a few pics to show. :)
My awesome mr popa and mrs moma!
We love you popa!
We love you crazy moma!
I drew this out deriving from the verse 1 Corinthians 13:4-8 :)
& lastly me! :D
MOM.MOM.MOM.MOM.MOM.
Sunday, May 13, 2012
Hi mummy this post is specially for you.
First of all, wanna wish you Happy Mummy's day! I just want you to know that you're the best! Thank you for everything that you've done for me and the whole family. And thank you for all your prayers for us and your care and love for each and everyone of us. Mrs moma, i hope you like the cake we bought secretly for you! :D I LOVE YOU! (haha but you found out in the end, i was pretty noob in hiding the cake. :P )
Something to share.
Saturday, May 12, 2012
2 Corinthians 12:9-10 NIV
9 But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 10 That is why, for Christ’s sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.
We may be weak, yes truly we are all weak. We were all once sinners but through the blood of Jesus that He shed for us on the cross, we are are a new person again. A new life God has given us, let's live it well for Him, don't waste it! And yeah, it is through our weaknesses, God's power is clearly shown to us and also others. So let's not surrender to our weaknesses but instead turn to God and seek Him. It may be hard, but why aren't we trying? God did not promise that believing Him would make our lives easier, but always remember that He has promised that He will always be there for you. You can lean on Him. The future is all in His hands. No doubt about it. :)
Be blessed people! :D
That one very day.
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Letting go to grow.
These three days was really tough. But i thank God for bringing me through my finals, He is faithful. Hmm lately i've been reading on 1 Kings and the first few chapters talked about King Solomon. King Solomon is a very wise man, God gave him wisdom because he honoured God and followed his decrees and obeyed his commands but after a few years he strayed away. I couldn't imagine how can a wise person even stray away when he has so much knowledge and wisdom, to know what is right and what is wrong. But because of sin, he was led away. But God didn't abandon him, He instead appeared to him a few times for him to return to God. In the end, King Solomon still chose to go on with what he is doing and after forty odd years of ruling he died.
What i realised was that even the wisest king would even fall, even the best falls sometimes. (its in one of the songs i like) Because we are human. But God hasn't given up on you, so don't give up on yourself k. Keep persevering, I believe God will never ever fail us. He just wants us to turn to Him and walk in His ways. I remember one verse, seek ye first the kingdom of God and the rest shall be added unto you. God promised that he will grant us the desires of our hearts when we choose to put our trust in Him and obey Him. Trust God even when our car engine breaks down in the middle of the lonely road through the journey of our life. When you walk in the presence of God, things will change because God is working. :)
After the thunderstorms.
Friday, May 4, 2012
After all my strength is gone in You i can be strong And when melodies are gone in You i hear a song I look to you.
Broken. :'(
Wednesday, April 25, 2012
Broken into a million pieces. but i didn't regret going yesterday because i shared with him what was in my heart. And most importantly we must realised that God cares for every single one of us and He wants us to just come back to Him, because no matter how far a person run, God still waits for him to turn around to return to Him. Like the prodigal son's story, if you remember. It is your choice to make the right decision in life in the end, and i hope you would make it right, not for me but for God, because He really really loves you a lot, more than what you can imagine. For me i wanna surrender it all to God and focus on the things i should. Hmm..I guess it's time to move on.
P/s: I'm glad that you came for cf yesterday, hope you felt okay.
To place God as the center of my life.
The journey to His heart.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
I woke up early today to do my devotions. God really spoke to me through a book from a friend. I finally picked up the book to read, it's called "DRAWING NEAR" by John Bevere. Actually i had the urge to pick it up to read recently but i just didn't do it. So i dragged the urge until today i finally took it out from the wrapping paper and read the first chapter for my devotions.
Okays let's get to the main point, it talked about drawing near to know God, as He also longed for intimacy with His people and it never decreased or has ever changed. You know what? We serve a living God, the original Father whose heart aches for His children. He is a communicator, who desires interaction. Remember Moses, God used him to bring the Israelites out from Egypt. God said "let my people go, so that they may worship me in the desert" and not let my people go, so they can inherit the promised land. Why would Moses bring them to the promised land even before introducing to them the Promisor, God himself. If he brought them to the promised land first, they would end up loving the promises more than the Promisor, God. In short, know God for who He is, rather than what will Jesus do for us. Once God is encountered, the promises will all fall into perspective. God is so much more wonderful than anything else, even His blessings.
I want to start this journey which leads to God's heart, i know truly its going to be an amazing journey!
Today's worship in church was also awesome. I thank God for His unfailing love, unconditional love, sacrificial love, amazing love for all of us! All men can only see how great is our God through our lives, its a living bible for them to see. So live it well for Big daddy! :D
I listened to lots of chinese songs just now, and i realised that chinese songs can really pull us into emo mood. But haha i didn't really fall into it. So yeah, don't listen to chinese love songs if you;re emo, it will cause you to become lagi emo. haha. Don't fall for the trap!
Ohyeah just wanna talk about tommy here. I miss him so much!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( Yesterday he was attacked by four dogs and they bit his neck. but my bro went to rescue him from the four dogs and threw him into the porch and he as well jump over the fence! After that tommy kept whinning the whole night. Hope he's fine now! Hmmm wanna do work, but i keep side-tracking to do other stuffs. Arrgghh. Gotta be discipline laarrh, finals are two more weeks away..Tomorrow 8am classsssss! gonna sleep soon. ciaoos. WOW I WROTE A SUPER LONG POST! :P
Everyone, i hope you all are doing real fine. Cheers.
Happy me.
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Thank God for this happy day. I overslept this morning and missed hiking, i didn't realised that my phone was on silent mode. The alarm rang and rang but it was only vibrating. But i was awoken by my neighbour opposite as there was a wedding going on there. It was a happy celebration, there were a lot of shoutings and cheerings going on, i can hear clearly from my room. I think they had some games to prevent the bridegroom from meeting his bride. :)
After that i woke up and got ready to go for hand over. After listening to the others who shared really added a little stress to me. I really don't know how for next academic year, but yeah i gotta give my best and i know that God will definitely not let me down. He is a faithful God whom has brought me through so many things, i know He will continue to lead and guide me. EUNICE TEO NO NEED TO BE AFRAID LAAHH! YOU'VE GOT HIM K! =)
Hmm and yeah i went to the pc fair this afternoon and i bought some stuffs. Really happy i got my stuffs and a blue sweater too! Had a wonderful dinner with hui lee and the rest, i really enjoyed the fellowship with them and a friend told me that he was happy seeing the joyful old me again. Hmm, i don't know why i am so happy, but yeah i am just happy. I've been repeating it over and over again but still i can't help it. So, i thank God for it lah, be happy is a good thing, so everyone out there, DO BE HAPPY K K K K K K K K? TRY TO LOOK AT THE BRIGHTER SIDE WHEN THINGS REALLY GOES BAD. TRUST GOD AND LEAVE IT TO HIM, HE WILL HANDLE IT AND TURN THE SITUATION AROUND.
P/s: Hmm, memory power getting poorer each day. I keep forgetting stuffs and its getting worst each day. People please forgive me k, i really didn't do it on purpose. Really pray that God will help me improve my memoryyyy. :(
Guitar.
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
I just got back from cf.
Yeah today's worship was reaaaally good! I enjoyed it and felt God's holy presence, first time serving as a guitarist was fun! I thank God for this opportunity that i really hope and dreamt for since long time ago. :))) Cf 's sermon was also good, i learnt patience, truthfulness and forgiveness. I think i need patience the most, lately i realized that actually i'm quite an impatient person. Opps haha.
I am really happy! & one more thing, i got my baby today! Don't feel like sharing with the whole world about it, so i'll not be mentioning it here. Hahaha. I thank God for it too. Oh yeah, tomorrow we will be having our mooting competition, to our two counsels all the very best and thanks for representing us! I know you two can do it! Alrights laahh, wanna go do some awesome stuffs now, So till then!
Now you know why i like caterpillars, dont lose hope. :)
Relaaaaax.
Friday, April 13, 2012
Someone shared this with me, a Christian band.
This song reminds me that God is always with us. :)
I had fun today with my friends both in the afternoon and also in the evening. I spent time talk to them and those two movies i watched were pretty great, especially the chinese one We are not naughty. I learnt more about families and stuffs. Jack neo's movies are quite awesome. Okay, i dont feel like talking anymore, really tired and plus the elbow aching like crazy, i'm heading to bed. Selamat Malam! :)
I like caterpillars.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Just finished Easter today at cf. We completed the rap and song awesomely, for God's glory, everything's worth it! Teehee. And...I was glad that liyong came today, really hope she enjoyed it. Today's sermon by Rev Kelvin was pretty good but i think it was a little too deep for the new ones. I enjoyed it too, i thank God for today. Hmm, i guess when you have the right attitude and being positive at times, really helps to brighten the situations in life. I am happy because at least i tried talking to a friend who's a little far away from me, i really hope that she will come back and we'll become awesome great friends once again. :')
I thank God for today's paper, i didn't manage to finish all the questions but whatever results i'll give thanks for it and maybe work harder. haha. not maybe, must work harder. :P And yeay!!!!!!! i just talked to my friend, i think everything's fine now. :DDDDDDDDDDD
Gosh, i'm feeling really tired, think i'm going to sleep soon and wake up super early tomorrow! Having paper on thursday but still haven start any of my preparations. TOO CHILL DY. LIKE THAT CANNOT LAAR. I FEEL LIKE WATCHING TWO MOVIES: TITANIC 3D & WE ARE NOT NAUGHTY. (maybe after my papers) Okays goodnight! =)
I drew these today. Guess what! :P
EVERYTHING.
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
Just wanna share this song here, Surrender by Lincoln Brewster.
i like the verse and the last part where there is a prayer.
I went for cf today, was encouraged by Pastor Rachael to reach out to people in campus. Like what we did through Campus Revo to share God's love and bless the students! :) Hmm i need a "target". haha. Alrights lah, i wanna try sleep early today, had been feeling really tired lately, don't know why. Gaah, I somemore dozed off in class several times today. OK , N I G H T Y - N I G H T S!
SIMPLE is awesome.
Monday, April 2, 2012
I was super nervous for my presentation today, but thank God it went well. :) Today was simple but fun though. We had a prayer walk in campus through a few faculties and i thank God for the people who willingly came to pray together. I enjoyed it, bet they too did! Hmm, i spent few hours on playing my guitar today. & I like it alot. Foo and angel thought i wasn't okay because i was singing in the living room. haha. thanks for your concerns anyway. :)
NIGHT: I spent time with shan and andy, finally we went out together. It has been a long time since we got together and talk about stuffs in life. Really pray that shan's dad's leg would heal as quickly as possible, and shan wouldn't be so stressed up everyday. We had dinner together at Sushi King and i ate so much until i think the food piled up till the top of my throat. Haha nah, just exaggerating. Cheryl, Kaes and some of the rest are sick, so do pray for them kays!
Yesterday, in church, i was reminded through the holy communion of what Jesus did on the cross for all of us and His act of doing so was out of love to reconcile us back to the father. Another thing, i really thank God for answering my prayer. Err, maybe not everything but part of it. Its kind of good enough for me, but i believe God is working and I guess He's really listening up above. He knows every single little thingy that is going on and yeah i want to continue to trust in this awesome and almighty God. I givethanks, with all my heart. :D
i'm going to bed now. REALLY REALLY TIRED, CANNOT TAHAN ANYMORE.
